Who Am I? Who Are You?

Who Am I?
Who Are You?

That question still rings in my head. My group therapy leader, a psychiatrist
and Christian, still seems unsatisfied with my answer. I have pondered,
wondered, ruminated, and mused over this question for the past two weeks.

I don't really find it that difficult a question to answer. My problem comes
with why does my answer seem so incredible when I share it with him or others?

Jeremiah 5:1 quotes the prophet as saying: "Roam to and fro and through the
streets of Jerusalem and look now and take note. And seek in her open squares,
if you can find a man, if there is one who does justice, who seeks truth, and I
will pardon her."

I dont by any stretch of the imagination think that I am that one man who does
justice and seeks truth. However, I do believe that in these days of
increasing apostasy, I am of a breed of men who are fewer and fewer in number.

There are about 500 million males of African descent. Of those who are still
married to their first wives, have higher education, are not living in poverty,
in nations at war, stricken with illness, in jail, on drugs, in adultery or
fornication, in healthy and holy heterosexual relationships, practicing their
profession in a way that seeks to honor God and help the poor, I do believe I
am one of those men of whom Jeremiah spoke.

I believe that if we are to carry on as a remnant of what remains of African
men, we must define who we are, and not allow the world to define us as it
presently does.

The images of black men around the world is thugs, pimps, gangsters, addicts,
indiscrete sexually, dishonorable to our wives, our daughters and our mothers,
unemployed, foul mouthed, unreliable as leaders and unrepentant as sinners.

The question I would put before each and every one of us as black men, those
who have the blood of Africa running through our veins is just who are you?
Can God find in you someone who will do justice and seek truth? Or are you
going to give in to the image that the world expects of us and to become part
of the continued decay and decadence of our cultural heritage and the loss of
our heavenly inheritance?

Who are you? Are you worthy of God roaming to and fro through the streets…
God is looking for a man who will do justice, seek truth so that He will pardon our
people. That is who I have asked my God to make me. That is who I am.

Source: http://kenyananalyst.blogspot.com

Mercy and Grace

Thank God for His Mercy and Grace
They are new every morning
If it were not for His Mercy
where would I be?
where would you be?

Thank you Father for the forgiveness of sin
You have forgiven me!



The only way to heaven
is through Jesus Christ
You have had His knock
Now, open the door to your heart!

I will sing

Lord You seem so far away. A million miles or more it feels today.
And though I haven't lost my faith, I must confess right now that it's hard for me to pray.
But I don't know what to say and I don't know where to start.
But as you give the grace with all that's in my heart.

I will sing.
I will praise even in my darkest time through the sorrow and the pain.
I will sing. I will praise.
Lift my hands to honor You because Your word is true. I will sing.

Lord is hard for me to see all the thought and plan You have for me.
But I will put my trust in You. Knowing that you died to set me free.
But I don't know what to say and I don't know where to start.
But as you give the grace with all that's in my heart.

I will sing.
I will praise even in my darkest time through the sorrow and the pain.
I will sing. I will praise.
Lift my hands to honor You because Your word is true.
I will sing.

Where are you?

sometimes I wonder if you (God) are there
I know you are there but it doesnt feel so
at times it would help if you gave me a sign
please do something to show me that you care

You seem so far away!